Sa isang intimate na chikahan nga sa kanya, buong ningning niyang inamin na noong 2016, na kung saan ay nagti-taping siya sa isang ospital, naisipan niyang magpa-check up, dahil nakita nga niya na may kakaibang lamlam ang kanyang mga mata.
“I know kasi na kapag meron kang nararamdaman, ‘yon ang unang nakikita, mapungay ang mga mata mo,” sabi niya.
At makalipas nga ang ilang linggo na nagpa-checkup siya…
“And then, my friend, my doctor, usually sinasabi niya sa akin, call me up. But this time, sinasabi niya sa akin, ‘I wanna see you in person’.
“That means, kapag sinasabi `yon, na kailangan kitang makita, may ipapaliwanag ako sa iyo, ibig sabihin…
“And then, sinabi nga niya, it is…it is… ‘Yung word na `yon, na it is… My whole world seems to crumble at that moment. But I told myself, get a hold of yourself, you’re not dead yet. And there are things that you can do.
“At that time, I was already a meditator. So I told my self, kung talagang may natututunan sa meditation, sige nga, i-practice mo. So, that’s what I did, I stayed in the moment, and I connected with God, not really asking any questions.
“Sabi ko sa Kanya, You gave this to me, and You have given me so much, and I have been through so much, and you’ve been with me all this time, I know, that You will take care of me.
“So, with that, I held on to that, that God will take care of me.
“Of course, I did everything ng mga sinabi ng doctor, and at the end of the day, I had to follow my own decision.
“Cancer is the deadliest na yata…one of the deadliest diseases, and I talked to my cancer, sabi ko sa kanya, I don’t want you to be inside of me, but since you are here, I am embracing you, but I will do my best, in every way, and I’m so blessed that I have a good team of doctors.
“So I asked for emotional support from friends, sa family.
“So, I had surgery, I didn’t need to have surgery, that’s what 2 doctors said, but I decided to have surgery.
“I said goodbye to my left breast. I had a ceremony on my own, it’s hard being a woman, having one of your parts, in the most womanhood part of all, to be removed.
“But here I am today, I’m still woman. Kahit may nabawas, I’m still woman!” kuwento ni Timmy, na humamig ng palakpakan mula sa showbiz press.
At ‘yun nga ang inspiration ng bago niyang kanta, ang ‘Ang Ganda ng Life’.
“Ang ganda ng life, because it will bring you hope, it will give you freedom, it will give you happiness. Alam ko marami ang nahihirapan, alam ko na marami ang pinapasan ang maraming tao.
“I can’t say na I’ve been there. Hindi ko alam ano ang pinagdadaanan ninyo. But I empathize with you, thru this song.
“And I wanna tell you that there is hope, God is in charge, God loves you so much, everything,” sabi pa ni Timmy.
Well, marami pang magagandang kuwento si Timmy sa mga pinagdaanan niya sa buhay. At isa nga siyang inspirasyon para sa maraming kababaihan.
At again, sabi nga ng kanta ni Timmy, ‘Ang Ganda ng Life’.
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